Saturday, November 21, 2009

HEY HEY HEY:

OMG i feel like sleeping.

It's the first day of my exams. human anatomy. i think it went just ok. the questions that came out weren't the topics i totally died to mug for. hopefully i can still count on this module to pull up my grades heh.

im now at SMU. studyingggggg steeeel. but im damn sleeeeeeeeeepy. lol. n i jus ate an XXL double mushroom swiss meal for lunch. thanks to cy n kat who wanted to eat BK for lunch. damn la! lol.

i cant wait for this shit to end!!!! there's so much things to do. like exercising. movie. beach. tanning. slimming. shopping. mahjong! christmas! etc! etc! etc! wheeeeeeeeeeee.

rah rah ah ah ah!
roma romamaah!
GAGA ooh lalaa!
Want your bad romance.

MOLTEN PLASMA. et je veux ta revanche.

Melted @ 2:16 PM

* - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - *


Thursday, November 19, 2009

HEY HEY HEY:

life's like that.

human's tend to be greedy. it's just how much one indulges into it. it's after all one of the seven deadliest sins.

as we all know. life isn't fair. but sometimes it's just so hard to be practical. we want a lot of things. especially if those things get easily on the materialistic and superficial side. it's not about reaping what u sow. more like. matching your own standards.

but when u least expect. life let's u have a glimpse of it. to enjoy that moment. that one time. before it disappears. life simply condescends to you. so unwillingly but pitifully. n then bye. claiming its I-still-did-a-good-deed points.

n life goes on.

MOLTEN PLASMA. sattttttttt.

Melted @ 12:43 PM

* - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - *


Monday, November 16, 2009

HEY HEY HEY:

Who likes to suffer?

But for me, whenever I'm suffering, I can't keep quiet about it and suffer in silence. It's jus not who i am. It's not about gaining pity. Or telling the whole world my problems. I dun think i actually type out literally, word for word, the exact problems or 'hardships'(for the benefit of those judgmental bitches who are gonna tell me that u call what im going thro hardships?! there u go. quotation marks in your faces.) I'm currently going thro.

yes. besides the stress im facing. exam stress. two yrs of army. of brain-rusting. lacking concentration. different mentalities mindsets etc. thats alr causing me to be panicking. there's simple no time. let alone other things. we all probably know ive trouble loving myself. appearance. my face. my skin. zzz. n many other shits.

mouths. mouths are double-edged verbal swords. while i thot things were getting better. they are not! life's valuable lesson learnt today. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS DAMAGE CONTROL. i mean i know the pain. How is it my fault? i'm in the middle of it all. I feel so sad. I didnt want all this!

blood is thicker than water. after all.

I dun want to talk too much alr. my mind is on the verge of giving up. I'm obviously not that independent yet.

If only someone would sew buttons for my eyes. n stitch up my mouth. like in coraline.

MOLTEN PLASMA. =(

Melted @ 10:09 PM

* - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - *


Sunday, November 15, 2009

HEY HEY HEY:

6 days to my first uni finals.

guess what. screwed.

its november man. christmas mood!

not study?! lol.

my mind has been denying me of my due concentration. where did my hardworking genes went to.

i jus believe that i cant study at home. or i cant study alone.

caught 2012 with the sluts on thursday. yest was out with steph n waiyen. had french for lunch =) niceeeee! n we studied after that >.< today i was out studying again. went to meet my dear friend drew. poor us. everyone is stressed.

whats wrong with my skin. =(

i should sing myself to freedom.

MOLTEN PLASMA. christmas to-do list.

Melted @ 12:11 AM

* - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - *


Wednesday, November 11, 2009

HEY HEY HEY:

aiks!

countdown countdown to dooms day! n my first GPA. lol. anyways. while that war is going on. there are many moments of escapism and fall backs. many a times it hit me. why am i studying?

ok that aside. current song i'm listening: 分生. haha. A mei! lol.

NO ICE BLAST! i wanna recuperate my voice. lol.

Ya know... i really cherish all my friends. i dun mean it in a suicidal way. or what lol. but really suddenly im inspired to name. of course my slut gang. steph, waiyen. of course the sops, etc. jamie, livia, darren, jiejun, sam. rayner, alexis, samuel, andre, andre, liangyuan. army: ptbf cg, buddy ben, bro aaron, yiwei, zhenhao, jason. TPJC clique. love u guys. not forgetting, nick, kai, shaunie, drewww... n of course in pharm, peiyi, hongyi, ptgf kat, n belle! lol.

ok i took damn long to figure this list out.

MOLTEN PLASMA. quiescence.

Melted @ 12:39 AM

* - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - *


Saturday, November 07, 2009

HEY HEY HEY:

Time's running out!

Prolly my first exam hence im freaking out. prolly two sems later i'll be like aiya wtf.

so anat CA2 came n went. met up with Clarie n mag at 85 for bak chor meeeeee last friday. it was damn good. ate so much other stuff tooo! lol. hmmm i cant rmb where did i go on sat. oh ya. lol. we were at cam's house. DAMMIT. totally missed halloween this year =(

finally finished my performance report. gosh my studying habits are damn horrid. my pharm prac n ppda left hanging no where. not started on physio. im doing my anat notes for the whole damn day. n pharm prac it's impossible to memorise n study!!!! grrr. >.<

finally caught 500 days of summer. disappointment max.

but STEEL i went out with the clique to parkway. I WANNA GO BACK TO EAT SAKURAYA FISH MARKET'S SALMON n KANI!!!! nice nice nice.... =))) did up some parts of my report at least! at starbucks and finally at hongkong cafe. LOL. pretty sad elvin and enghan's leaving for aussie soon! tho i dun know them as long as the rest. must be hard for them!

n yet again today i went out with sam, andre, andre and alexis. lol. went to food for thought to eat. it was nice! i likeeeeeeee. yum yum. fat fat.

wheeeeee. i wanna watch coralineeeee.

some people are jus idiots. plain idiots. should jus DIE. die bitch die bitch die bitch.

n i should stop eating macdonalds. im not that lucky. n im getting fat. n heaty. ya. who needs a sentosa cove right? lol.

MOLTEN PLASMA. i need good food.

Melted @ 11:57 PM

* - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - *


Thursday, October 29, 2009

HEY HEY HEY:

if its a war she wants, it is a war she'll get.

while i keep my friends close, i keep my enemies closer and hold them at bay.

Today was uniform day! it was quite a success i think!



we rock!

sianz. exam time is round the corner again. n anat CA2 is just next monday. i dun even know how to start studyingggg arrgh. its jus not right! i jus ended CA1 like start of this month!

n think im gonna miss out a lot of halloween fun =(

no lifeeeeeeee.

i dunno how to make time. zzz.

is it just niceness and accommodative obligations?

it won't keep up n last laaaa. =(

MOLTEN PLASMA. concentrate.

Melted @ 6:01 PM

* - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - * - *